i don't wanna keep trying anymore. i just want to fucking die.
I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.
-V. J.
I've given my whole heart to people who have taken advantage of it. And somewhere along the way.. I lost myself. I've spent so much of my time saving other people. that I forgot to save me.
i need someone to talk to who doesn’t have the power to send me to grippy sock jail, who won’t get upset at me for saying the wrong thing, who won’t get offended if i say something while trying to describe how im feeling and what’s in my head but that person doesn’t exist so i suffer
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